Fuel

Now there's a productive use of fear...fuel to fly! The surplus of fear on some days really does need a purpose...one other than spilling over into the various aspects of my day to day experiences.

I currently am finding myself in a space of feeling irritated that there is so much fear oozing in. My resistance to it is not going to help. At all.

I am getting wrapped up in all of the "what if's" and "how's" and I feel it draining the energy right out of me.  The fear is putting up all sorts of barricades around the very things I am seeking and craving:

Passion

Creativity

Vulnerability

Acceptance

Love

Connection

Community

Peace

Fluidity

Presence

Gratitude

I don't want to simply go through the motions. I want to feel alive. I want to engage with the spark within that fuels my very being.

It's time to slow down. Stop the hamster wheel from spinning out of control. Lovingly take inventory of what each moment is offering. Engage before starting the next "task" on the to-do list. Connect to the why behind the activity. Embrace it. Feel into it. Be present with it.

It's time to fly. I can't hang onto to anything if  I am to spread my wings...